I Tried To Be Chilled But You're Too Beautiful That I Melted

stuck

2010-01-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

i'm stuck i'm stuck doing spec maths.

2010-01-30T00:07:00.001+08:00

I had just been trying to catch a break.
Trying to find someone who would be right.
I gave up all hope and wanted to give up.
But then I met you and it all changed one night.

2010-01-29T20:20:00.001+08:00

it's friday!

i'm back!

2010-01-27T18:51:00.004+08:00

hey peeps, i'm back with blogging since i miss the fun blogging and i think i really need to update you guys! :D just so you know, i screwed my SPM badly, who knows if my real results turned out excellently. i'm currently studying at taylor's college subang jaya, doing SAM. this is a great place, with great people. i love my class.

updates: where to start?

SPM period:

i only slept for 3-4 hours per day! thanks to my lazy-ness throughout the passed two years. i didn't manage to do well afterall! but well, i think myself most probably can score A's for English and Maths? others? hahahaha! A class student... dad and mom, i'm sorry, i didn't try my very best.

dyed my hair straight after SPM, how cool! and it costed me about RM138. went for a trip to Damai Laut with ling and friends before prom. it was hell fun man with beach and babes :D go to facebook for pictures. luckily i didn't get tanned.

PROM! was one of the best days of the year. it didn't turned out that 'bad' like what others said. well, prom king, unexpectedly, was Nicholas..... LEONG. and prom queen was Ms. Celine Chung, expected lahhh. well, i won the best dressed for guys and erina won the best dressed for girls.

genting! with bunch of friends having lotsa fun! the best was the space shot! wow you can really get damn damn high man. higher than everything :D

my daily life was about going out everyday and night. oh yeah, i worked for maxis broadband for 2 days. until college started..

college life is all about having fun! oops, i repeat, it's all about you! OOPS, sorry i repeat it again, it's all about studies la! the lecturers here are awesome possum, especially my favourite lecturer, Mr. Tharam who has a 'milk' belly. there's so many distraction here.. AC is just opposite to taylor's. so many restaurants around, spend almost half of my lunch times with ms. wong :D it's great having lunch with you okay!

i think i have to go now. i will blog again, very soon.

i think i've already moved on.

no no

2010-01-06T03:00:00.000+08:00

so i won't hesitate no more no more.

did it!

2009-11-01T01:59:00.001+08:00

i finally did it. i don't know where i got the guts from! :D better now, better. :D

:(

2009-08-23T00:02:00.003+08:00

trials are coming in a week time. and i find myself suffering in silence, secretly sad and depressed over feelings of loneliness, not just because of studies. i often stop to wonder this depression is merely a temporary feeling that arises upon seeing happy couples around. many times, i just shrug of the feelings, but it doesn't go completely. you'll never know how much i want you and how much i need you. but, oh well. to know someone's character it could take a life time. she's treating me cold? oh well, life must go on! wait till after spm, i will try my very best to...

hmm. this might be my last post before trials. i'm off.

i tried to be chilled but you're so so beautiful that i'm melted over and over again.

birthday happy!

2009-08-09T12:39:00.001+08:00

happy birthday yuen ching and chun keat! craziest party ever! will post up the pictures soon, very soon.

:(

2009-07-24T22:25:00.002+08:00

I'm going to smile like nothing wrong, talk like everything's normal, act like it's nothing happened to me and pretend that she doesn't hate me.

i love you and you hate me.:(

updates

2009-07-24T21:44:00.004+08:00

short updates.

1. i passed my driving! :)
2. purple house guys volleyball team advanced to finals!
3. bronze for badminton?
4. congratulation to Mr. Timothy Leong and Mr. Chin Chee Ken for their...
5. i'm going for prom!

this is my worst week of the year and don't ask why. i have no mood to blog for today. :( pfft.

3-2

2009-07-18T22:49:00.002+08:00

i missed man united's asia tour...

and omg look at my bro! damn jealous man! anyway tigers did a great job :) amri yahya made a different.

P

2009-07-18T13:20:00.002+08:00

gonna get my liscence. gonna be illegal. on tuesday. wish me luck babe. :)

i'm off.

tagged by qiao xin!

2009-07-16T23:17:00.004+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
~ my chest -.-

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
~ shit, have to wear contact lens.

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
~ i think it was pau ling.

4. Would you consider yourself spoilt?
~ Nono.

5. Will you ever donate blood?
~ maybe.

6. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
~ yeah..

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
~ maybe!

8. What does your last message say?
~ later go supper k?

9. What are you thinking right now?
~ a perfect girl.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
~ yea.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
~ 1.37 a.m., because...

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
~ topless now.

13. Is someone in your mind right now?
~ Obviously but i don't think she knows that she's in my mind. =(

14. Who was the last person who text you?
~ wee liam.

Tag 10 "lucky" people do this quiz.
1. Loo Suk Munn
2. Loh Yuen Ling
3. Hee Pau Ling
4. Ivan Lim Huan Wen
5. Celine Chung
6. Yong Yuen Ching
7. Yau Yee Seng
8. Timothy Leong Hin Mun
9. Ying Fook Lee
10. Kuh Fui Swen

15. Who is number two having a relationship with?
~ no one?

16. Is number three a male or female?
~ female!

17. If number 7 and number 1 get together will it be good?
~ nopeee.

18. What is number 1 studying?
~ books la.

19. Is number 4 single?
~ complicated.

20. Say something about number 6.
~ nice and pretty.

21. What you think of number 3 and number 6 being together?
~ Both are girls.

22. Describe number 9.
~ Horny!

23. Do you like number 8?
~ i love HIM. as a friend.

=(

2009-07-16T23:06:00.001+08:00

crying inside...

<3

2009-07-11T13:19:00.002+08:00

i want you to be mine, truly.

浮夸

2009-07-11T00:50:00.003+08:00

Dear Mr Ivan Lim here's your 浮夸 lyrics.

有人问我我就会讲
但是无人来我期待
到无奈有话要讲
得不到装载
我的心情犹像樽盖等被揭开
咀巴却在养青苔人潮内
愈文静愈变得不受理睬
自己要搞出意外像突然
地高歌任何地方也像开四面台
着最闪的衫扮十分感慨
有人来拍照要记住插袋
你当我是浮夸吧
夸张只因我很怕似木头
似石头的话得到注意吗
其实怕被忘记至放大来演吧
很不安怎去优雅
世上还赞颂沉默吗不够爆炸
怎麽有话题让我夸做大娱乐家
那年十八母校舞会
站着如喽罗
那时候我含泪发誓各位
必须看到我在世间
平凡又普通的路太多
屋村你住哪一座情爱中
工作中受过的忽视太多
自尊已饱经跌堕重视能治肚饿
末曾获得过便知我为何
大动作很多犯下这些错
搏人们看看我算病态麽
幸运儿并不多
若然未当过就知我为何
用十倍苦心做突出一个
正常人够我富议论性麽
你叫我做浮夸吧
加几声嘘声也不怕我在场
有闷场的话表演你看吗
够歇斯底里吗以眼泪淋花吧
一心只想你惊讶
我旧时似未存在吗加重注码
青筋也现形话我知
现在存在吗凝视我
别再只看天花我非你杯茶
也可尽情地喝吧
别遗忘有人在为你声沙

1,2,3,4 I love you!

2009-07-11T00:37:00.005+08:00

i'm currently with a song 1,2,3,4, I love You by Plain White T's. it's exactly what i'm feeling now man, exactly. :)

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more loving then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely getting mad,
i'm so glad i found you.
i love being around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2, 1 2 3 4,
there's only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
there's only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more loving from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
i'm so glad that i found you.
i love being around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
there's only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
there's only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
there's only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
there's only one way two say those three words
that's what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(i loveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

i really really do! :)

<3

2009-07-03T20:46:00.004+08:00

the feeling is really strong. me myself knows that i really really do like you. i tried to be chilled, but i just can't chill. i'm trying so hard, but i just can't do it. i know that you'll never like me. a girl like you will never like a useless guy like me. but what i want you to know is, you're all i've ever wanted. i'll be waiting, keep waiting..

*you know who you are.

RIP :(

2009-06-27T19:09:00.004+08:00

RIP

Michael Jackson (1959- 2009)
inducted into the Hollywood Walk of Fame in 1984, Jackson has had a notable impact on music and culture throughout the world. He broke down racial barriers, transformed the art of the music video and paved the way for modern pop music in his own country. Jackson's work, distinctive musical sound and vocal style have influenced numerous hip hop, pop and R&B artists, including Mariah Carey, Usher, Britney Spears, Justin Timberlake and R. Kelly. For much of his career, he had an "unparalleled" level of worldwide influence over the younger generation through his musical and humanitarian contributions.

:(

2009-06-26T21:54:00.002+08:00

rka day is coming and these are my results.

BM- 61
BI- 71
BC- 61
Maths- 65
Sejarah- 50

and here comes the good results

Moral- 26
Additional Maths- 16
Bio- 32
Chem- 37
Physics- 37

5 fails, it's 5!

how am i gonna face my parents? :(

pain oh pain =(

2009-06-21T00:12:00.001+08:00

it's pain! pain! can die! gawshh! rugby... ouchhh

happy father's day!

2009-06-20T23:34:00.003+08:00

Happy Father's Day Papa! i love you!

This is my beloved papa. His friends and my mom call him 'gou lou', means tall guy in english. since young, my papa always call me shorty. and i'll definitely fight back: i will be taller than you one day, you wait and see! until now, my growth is stunted and he's still taller than me. haha, i'm speechless now.

My papa is a great family man. He is caring and he is a great cook, he even cook better food than my mom. he is lame too, he always crack out lame jokes that will make you laugh your ass off.

oh yea, listen to his nag, can die weih! but i still love you lah papa. i will not disappoint you, i'll strike straight A's in my spm exam! trust me papa. lastly i hope you'll like the present i bought for you! love you!

i'm back

2009-06-09T01:00:00.005+08:00

ladies and gentleman, i'm back! with DARK skin and red nose, am now a hak guai. maybe you can't even recognize me when you see me in the street. tall, dark and handsome yo!

slept almost all the way in the bus during the journey to kapas. i felt bloody tired most probably i didnt't sleep in the night before the trip. reached kapas in the evening and there's hell lots of mosquitoes! i think i killed more than 100 mosquitoes in a day. seriously, the mosquitoes don't scare of anything. even your whole body moving, it will still come, how scary. i even asked ming long who is in the same tent as me a question: would you choose to live here with the mosquitoes forever or you'll get montri's face. i'm sorry montri if you see this! xD

we cooked for almost all our meals. my group members are lucky to have me as their group leader and theri head chef! haha, really lucky, my food rocks their socks! someone even licked the pot that cooked curry! =)

the second days we did a lotpulau kapas and tasik kenyir was not bad. did canoeing, snorkling, swimming, beach volley, beach rugby and a lot more. whooah! fun man!

lazyy to update. go to my facebook for the pictures! tata.

went ou to watch 17 again with munn and yuen ling the girlf. zac efron is hot! that's what they said. here's the pictures.

2009-05-30T03:52:00.005+08:00

life after exams!

went out with the sweetest girl!

sexxay!

caught a sissy playing at the batting cages! xD

went swimming!

went dinner with yee seng, nicholas and their kakis.

the sadest moment after exams with jonathan the rab**t. just joking!

got to go now, to pack. going to be MIA for 6 days from 3rd of Jun. Don't miss me. xD

really helpless when she smiles. <3

united vs barca

2009-05-30T03:47:00.001+08:00

Man United lost, terribly.. Alex isn't God, AIG

=(

tamat darurat

2009-05-22T23:52:00.001+08:00

21 May 2009, tamatnya darurat sementara pelajar tingkatan 5 SMK Taman S.E.A!

=)

Part 2 =)

2009-04-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

sweetest girl!
ivan's party

help me~ i'm so lazy to update

2009-04-21T00:30:00.001+08:00

To the special one in my heart

When we're together or when we're apart,
you're first in my thoughts and first in my heart.

2009-04-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

i hate my mom!

=)

2009-04-18T20:29:00.009+08:00

Due to munn's request i'm gonna blog about what happened pass two months. time really flies. let the picts do the talking. =) this is only part 1.

During CNY at jia kent's house.

went leo idol finals with fook and woon to support chris! he did a great job.

my favourite pict yo! from left; standing: yuen ling the girlf, munn. sitting: timothy the wolf, me, ivan, woon, yee zhian, nanda and kok.

candid!

freestyle.

freestyle #2.

class pict.

class pict #2

muddy place playing handball.

my school football team jersey. a waste of money, but yeah..

Munn =)

went for jason Mr.A-Z concert.

home-made mc flurryy.

-

2009-04-05T02:11:00.002+08:00

i don't care about it anymore. =)

it's been awhile.

2009-02-14T00:26:00.003+08:00

i've not been updating my blog for quite sometimes. spm is coming and volleyball mssd is even nearer. it's at march. and my time to study is getting lesser.

no more partying.
no more drinking.
no more playing.
no more wasting time.
no more lazy.
no more excuse.
no more teasing.
no more troubling my friends and family.
less computer.
less tv.
less sports.
more tuitions!
more revisings!

10 more months left for me to pick up my form 4 and form 5 syllabus and 2 more months till volleyball mssd.

i'm really wondering what happened to me? that's so frustrating and pissifying. i've been off form since beginning of january until now. what happened to my first ball digging? why am i so blur when i'm playing? why am i dreaming? sir said i was in love and i've got nothing to comment.

when it comes to studies, it's a little better. but my progression is slow, SLOW. Study hard and and make your family proud of you! you can do it man. look at you now? what is this? you're now more like a piece of shit! no more, no more life like this. chinese new year is over! no more excuses! wake up boy!

i really hope that i can score straight A's for spm, that's my main goal. that's for me to get a good and comfortable job and make big money. i think that's the only way to get her heart. i vow to give her comfortable life without worrying of anything, give her whatever she wants and make her as happy as i could. she can stay at home taking care of our future kids. don't have to work... this will be her ideal life.

so, study hard! really HARD!

*you're not mine, but i'm yours!

First week of school.

2009-01-10T21:04:00.005+08:00

first week of school! =) that's the first time i did all my homework and paid attention to every single teacher. it was a great achievement for me i guess. hah

my birthday just passed 3 days ago. thanks to those humans that wished me and the presents. really appreciate. oh yea, haha can drive soon but too bad my parents not going to buy a car for me, even those secondhand car under 30k =( but it's okay. my one and only birthday wish is to get straight A1's in my spm. really hope that i can do it.

well, fyi football and volleyball mssd coming and i still not sure what should i choose. no doubt i love football the most, but i had trained so hard for volleyball since last year. we train thrice per week and even public holidays. sir wasted a lot of time for training us and now the team is formed and we can already play quite well. and i'll feel really bad if i waste sir's hard work. really hope that i can both, that's the best!

*i'm a die hard cristiano and beckham fans.

updates for sarawak expedition.

2009-01-02T21:01:00.008+08:00

This XPDC opened up my eyes and certainly others too to many things that we've yet to know and yet to discover.

Like... why is the rock formation so?
Mosses always point to the east.
And many more.

Nature truly is amazing and I crave more for knowledge.

First, Bako National Park.
-Very Nature-ish.
-Jungle Trekking which i don't like it the most.
-Seen Probocis monkey and viper.
-Saw bunch of scouts from Hong Kong and ang mos.
-Destiny or fate, a pair of twins who are from PJ studies at La Salle and knows Aaron's mom!
-Witnessed the mother of the twins bitten by viper. Just so you know, if the head is triangular-ish, it's deadly.
-Rainbow. Two rainbows. Two perfect rainbows. Simply amazing.
-fyi, i can swim but not float. so when i swim until i've got no energy i'll drown. i nearly drowned when i was swimming at the waterfall. luckily teck yan saved me. whoo.

we saw wild boar.

Second, Bako Homestay.
-Had a foster parent which is super friendly.
-Foster mother's cooking is the best!
-Experienced life of orang kampung.
-Kenduri kahwin.
-BBQ.
-An adik angkat.

Then we went to a cultural show. Entertaining. And us Kembara owned the whole stage when we were given the chance to go up the stage.

Third, another homestay at some Pantai Damai
-Really good facilities and warm-hearted host.
-Beach soccer! i scored twice and one assist for shiat teen. haha.
-Experienced the tide.
-Saw the wave splashing against the wall.
-Danced!

Fourth, somewhere I dunno where
-Walk around Kuching town.
-Walked under the rain back to our house.

Gunung Gading.

the sky, how pretty.

Fifth, Kubah National Park
-Helped sir preparing for dinner.
-Sexy Nigel and Wei Jun.
-Overflowed with dirty shirts .
-Swimming under the rain.
-More trekkings.
-Singing performance. i sang, ewww.
-Mamma mia!
-Titanic panic.
-My blood sucked by a leech as big as your pinky finger. ouchh!

Sixth, Gunung Gading National Park
-Best accommodation.
-Pool!
-Water polo!
-Trekkings.
-Waterfall!
-Games with a volleyball.
-Anger sparked between guys.

the waterfall.

At Serikin, bought things. Souvenirs.

Seventh, another homestay where I dunno where it is...
-River cruise.
-Last night...

Then we headed to Fairy Cave and then Wind Cave. In the van, it was superb! I felt the strong wind gushing. Syokness!

the cave.

Mr. Bat!

After our lunch, we went shopping.

We went back to the house, bathed, packed and moved out.

posed with our 'shoe bag' before we left.

To the airport. Yup.

Many many procedures.

And I guess the last day proved to be the best.

Felt sad, i don't know why.

Back at LCCT, Sir gave us a short speech and Lik Man, the pres presented him and Pn. Fari the items that we got for him with our RM5 each.

shiat teen!

Kah Lin

Sheena!

Nigel, woon, wei chun and me

me, william, wei jun and jia kent

the form 3s and form 4s.

The form 5s with Sir and Pn Fari.

credits to khai sern.
i just modified a bit, the rest copied from khai sern. lazy lah.

2009

2009-01-01T22:28:00.002+08:00

2009; a whole new year. but for me, personally i don't feel good and i don't really like it. firstly cause of SPM. plus i'm still in my 2008. 2008 was a blast. this was so called a honeymoon year. i've chose pure science class which i'm fcuking regret over it now. but i have to say that my classmates are cool, they rocks and i love them. hah too bad i didn't really study hard even when final year exams. and i screwed almost all my subjects badly. and not to forget, i've got my first ever '0' mark for my add maths exam in the beggining of the year.

i joined leo club for learning and experiencing something new. it's a place for us to meet more girls too. been to LLC and it was seriously FUN. it rocks my socks. and i met some nice girls.

i joined volleyball team this year. but the main purpose is not really because of the sports, you know i know lah. hah. but after a few training sessions, i found that the game is cool and i love it. spiking is COOL. that's why i'm so into volleyball. no doubt i wasted a lot of time in volleyball, 3 trainings per week, and it decreased my time for studying. but i've got no regret.

besides that i went to sarawak expedition under the outdoor pursuit club. the 11 days trip was awesome. been jungle tracking, swimming at the waterfall, homestay, river cruising and lots more cool stuffs.

pictures will be up soon. =/ too tired for now.

conclusion: 2008 was a blast, 2009 please stay away from me. =)

ac

2008-12-28T17:12:00.002+08:00

merry belated christmas everyone! tired. feel like dying =|

ab

2008-12-24T01:51:00.005+08:00

how the fcuk am i going to forget about you ?
after so many days of trying, but still...
only you could make me smile happily inside my heart.
you're the one that i'm longing for...

anyway, guys and girls i'm back!

aa

2008-12-10T23:34:00.011+08:00

just came back from sunway pyramid with cheryl and the rest. ice skating's gonna kill me. and yea, this is gonna be my last post before XPDC to sarawak for 11 days. so yeah. if you guys miss me just message me and i'll surely reply. =) oh yea my flight is at 7.00 am on 12th dec.

my purpose of going sarawak:

1. wanna see orang utan!
2. wanna eat those nice nice seafood!
3. wanna experience life.
4. wanna experience home stay.
5. heard friends said the expedition is awesome.
6. friends asked me go.
7. boring staying at home.
8. too much money too waste. (i'm joking)
9. TO BECOME FITTER and THINNER! (my main purpose) =)

hmmm, i'm going to blog about jia kent's prom too. let the pictures do the talking!

the band! from left: jia kent, me, daniel, william, wei jun and nich chin.
jia kent, nich chin, daniel, me, zhi herng, yee zhian
yan shan!

last but not least, i wanna post some LLC pictures also. i became so much tanner after that camp. =/

Group Picture.

Another Group Picture.

Kayaking. My favourite activity!

such a nice pict.

Proudly presents the OB BlackZ!

yeah man, my favourite pict with cheryl!

us again!

Andrea Geh! =)

Andrea again!

Fui Swen! =)

oh my god, i'm so lucky! heh

bye! i'm off!

z

2008-12-07T01:48:00.003+08:00

hello readers i'm back from LLC. actually two days ago. the camp was seriously too awesome until i can't describe it. had fun together with woon, chee ken, fook lee, jun yew, kee wei, su qi, andrea, fui swen, destinee, tiara. and not to forget CHERYL! let's start from 1st day.

1st day

i can say this is the most boring day among everyday because we don't know each other (those who are not from my school) well yet. we met the facilitators, two mid-aged malay men- atuk and ah chan. they both are very fit man. heh. we did cat crawl and trust fall. we started our bandwagon at night and we couldn't finish it.

2nd day

we did rappelling and abseilling, and we already started fooling around with the guitar singing stupid songs. heh we formed a band name ' ob blackZ ' , lame right. rafting is our next program and i can say it was awesome! we did the boat with simple materials and yet it floated. my whole team did a very great job and eventually we got first place. we played cobweb at night, cheryl did great job! thumbs up! my group won it again.

3rd day

to be continued

i'm off!

y

2008-11-28T16:06:00.001+08:00

will be off to LLC ( Leo Leadership camp ) for 6 days. i have flu~ so tired.

x

2008-11-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

drving license, i'm coming!

Happy Birthday Suk Munn!

2008-11-23T18:30:00.011+08:00

Today is a very special day!

Today is a hot girl's birthday!

She is pretty!

She is smart!

She is my good friend!

She is good at her studies!

She is good at sports too!

She is a hardcore Kimi fan!

She support's Man United too!

The smoking hot girl is Suk Munn!

Happy Sweet Sixteen Suk Munn! Thanks for being such a great friend for me!

haha, this was 2 years ago? i think.

one year ago?

Look at the picts, so hot rite?

hehe, hope you'll like this munn! stay hot! and oh yea try controlling your temper, Mozilla Firefox is way better than IE!

Where You Ought To Be

2008-11-22T00:48:00.000+08:00

Where You Ought To Be lyrics

You create your own situation
Put yourself Where you ought to be
So much is wrong with your life
Always send something bad my way
So here nothing changes
For you old wounds never heal
Every day you grow colder
Till there's nothing left inside
Of there
Never
Is there a time when you're not pegging me down
Shooting
Shooting Down my dreams Always have to take a piece of me
So worried on how you're going to win
Can't see the real truth, the real you.
With your ego intact your failure now begins
You will Fail
I've Crossed an ocean of insults
Faced a mountain of fear
Every night pushing me forward/closer
To where I think I should be
It's- Your selfish life
Gone- It's screwing me up
Too- I've had enough
Far
Gone Too Far
The further away I get the more I see things clear
Further away I can see so clear
Far away

kem kepimpinan camp picts!

2008-11-20T23:24:00.005+08:00

here's the pictures we took during the camp! let the pictures do the talking.

Kah Kheng proposing to xin hui!

i can't believe that i'll take this kind of picture.

scandal #1

scandal #2

right before jungle tracking.

on the peak!

scandalicious dance.

my group!

lameness in the air.

group picture.

jessica jie jie!

girls.

guys.

group picture take 1.

group picture take 2!

w

2008-11-19T00:03:00.001+08:00

sleep, shit, eat, work, eat, sleep, BYE BYE!
no more no more~

so yeah!
i quitted my job and i'm jobless now!
wooooot~

v

2008-11-17T12:03:00.001+08:00

sleep, shit, eat, work, eat, sleep, BYE BYE!
no more no more~
sweat, this is only what i wish.
-_-

u

2008-11-16T01:59:00.003+08:00

holy cow, i broke two glass today! luckily the manager didn't scold me or ask for any payment. -_-

ahhh, the second day was still.. very tired! but for the money $, i think i'm more used to it already, it's already not that tired. the manager is still hiring a few part-timer, anyone interested? if interested, leave me a message~

t

2008-11-15T01:09:00.004+08:00

gosh! my first day of work is horrible! it's too f*cking tiring! ivan and woon came my house around 11 and we took bus to O U. we started our work at 12.00 p.m. and ended at 11.00 p.m. , about 11 freaking hours.

ivan's friend- juli (i don't know how to spell) worked with us and there's one more part timer same age as us worked with us. during the working hours we need to continue standing, can't sit at all. so we were like 'shit man, leg damn pain', 'ah, muscle aching', 'how long more, how long more?'... luckily all the staffs there are nice and friendly. although the job is tired, but i think i will still continue, because of the Money and the job makes me lesser thinking of (you know who you are). -__-

and oh yea, before working, i went hair cut. the barber Sucks big times! the stupid idiot Bastard didn't know how to cut hair, and even worse, HE DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THE HECK AM I TALKING. i said tak mau gunting, and he thought i said tak mau, GUNTING! what the heck man. in the end, my hair gone. i jump down from the seat and stop him from touching my hair, but that time he already cut three quarter. ahh, nevermind lah, hair will grow. =) but still, **** youu lah!

ciaoz, too tired, i'm off sleeping.

tagged by jia kent

2008-11-12T15:13:00.005+08:00

Instructions:Bold the statements that are true to you.

Italicize the statements that you wish were true.

Leave the fibs alone.

Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
-------------------------------------------------------------

I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.

I hate my friends.

I hate my life.

I hate my grades.

He drives.

I’m bored of driving.

I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.

I go clubbing every week.

Shopping is bullshit.

I have a tatoo of a star.

I got my navel pierced.

I have friends that take drugs.

90% of my friends smoke.

I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.

I'm studying fashion.

I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.

I have 10 Guess handbags.

I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don't know about my blog.
I have an iPod.

I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.

I wanted to be a fashion designer.

I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

I’m a rebel.

I’m starting to like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.

High school's filled with drama.

My parents have faith in me.

I’ve bought shoes this month.

A blogger bitched about me before.

I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.

I hate meeting new people.

I hate nail polish.

The mother bear gives me hugs.

People should start appreciating me.

High school was the worst time of my life.

I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.

I’m a guy.

I’m scared of my Biology exam.

I hate vacations.

We’ll last.
i believe in long distance realtionship.

I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

I’ve robbed an old lady.

I’m starting to like applying make-up.

I was a tomboy.

At times I think I still am a tomboy.

I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.

I have a cat.

I hate surprise parties.

I hate planning parties.

I’m hot.

I’m a sinner.

I’ve got a DS light.

I have a Wii.

I can live without music.

Video games are a waste of time.

I miss the father bear.
i love being in love
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.Boys are assholes.

I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.

I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.

I don’t read newspapers.

The news is such a waste of time.

Blogging is a waste of time.

I hate animals.

I can’t live without make-up.

I curse like a pirate.

I’m happy with my 11 year old car.

I hate people that are smart.

I love Apple Juice.

I can’t drink for nuts.

I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.

i tag:

Suk Munn
Li Ann
Ida
Zhuo Liang
Khai Sern

s

2008-11-12T00:59:00.005+08:00

went one u with ivan and woon to look for job just now. plus one shabu shabu asked me to go interview on monday but i ffk-ed them, so i go on today. but when we reached there they said they hired people already. went to a few shops and their answers were 'no', 'sorry' or 'manyzer' not in. when we were about to give up, deng deng deng deng- we saw a shop 'Vietnam Kitchen'. we were considering, should we try? then we just went in. gosh, they were hiring ppl. the manyzer interviewed us, she's a very nice person and the paid is just so satisfying. so we did not hesitate and accpeted the job. the job starts at friday. sheesh, my whole holidays gone man! but good luck for my pocket.

later on we met with faiz and hani near gsc. went to buy chicken wings and sausages and some barbeque stuff cause we are having a class gathering at Li Ann's house. this is fun man. ivan, woon, yee zhian, parvin, thanesh, faiz, hani, riyal came. we played tennis and volleyball at first then headed to pool side to start barbeque. no one brought the barbeque skewers so we just used satay sticks. we barbequed chicken wings with curry powder and sausages. omgosh! the chicken wings is so nice! hui ying came around 7 something and she brought drink. after we finished all the food and cleaning up, we decided to swim. we had so much fun at the swimming pool.

after that we went to Li Ann's place to wait for our parents. and we went home around 11. got to sleep now, i'm off~

Ann busying~

volleyball!

me, cap, ivan

picture of the day!

r

2008-11-12T00:40:00.003+08:00

yea! back from cameron, finally got the time to blog. the camp was totally awesome! the weather there is so cold! and it's filled with laughters. i met a lot of new friends there and an iff. rofl. learned a lot of new things too. played hard. and oh yea, SCANDALS. it's all started from jessica, the scandal queen. scandal here scandal there scandal this scandal that. well, will post up the camp pictures soon!

q

2008-11-06T23:37:00.002+08:00

EXAMS FINALLY OVER! i'm gonna start enjoying my life! WOOT!

p

2008-11-01T11:23:00.005+08:00

Last wednesday, Ming Long and Timothy the noob came to my house. we wanted to study and compose songs. but ming long suggested why don't we go cyber cafe and play dotA for 1 hour, so that we got that semangat to study. so, me, Timothy, Ming Long and my bro went to INC to play 4 games.

That's why i screwed up all my exams at thursday and friday. i can't answer a single question from the chemistry paper 2 and 3. i waste my fcuking time to study all the experiments in the end, titration of salts (one of the activities) came out. i don't know a single shit about it. luckily additional maths was okay, can still answer half of the paper, lawl.

kay lah, got to go play gArena already. i'm off.

o

2008-10-24T18:52:00.019+08:00

i've just paid for the sarawak XPDC and trying to persuade my parents to allow me to go LLC. i know that this two camps are going to be like super duper fun.

these are the 10 reasons according to Li Ann why should i go LLC:

1. because i'm going.

2. because i'm going.

3. because i'm going.

4. because i'm going.

5. because i'm going.

6. because i'm going.

7. because i'm going.

8. because i'm going.

9. because i'm going.

10. because i'm going.

if i'm not wrong.

1 week of exam had passed, finally! i screw my bio and add maths paper badly. and bio is the worst paper in my life man. since i've got not enough sleep, i'm going to sleep now. i'm off.

Tagged by Zhuo Liang

2008-10-05T17:51:00.008+08:00

Rules:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.

2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.

3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 5.59 pm

Name : Chow Yu Jie

Sisters : 0

Brothers : 1

Shoe size : 9 or 10?

Height : 177cm.

Where do you live : ss2

Favourite drinks : vodka, lemonade and grape juice.

Favourite breakfast : nasi lemak with rendang chicken, (drumstick only) -__- ; sometimes i cook my own food.

Have you ever been on a plane : a few times.

Swam in the ocean : not swam, float, when i was 5, damn scared.

Fallen asleep in school : almost everyday during world cup and euro's championship.

Broken someone's heart : how would i know?

Fell off your chair : yeah, when i was young, and knocked my head.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : yeah, how stupid.

Saved e-mails : what for?

What is your room like : simple and untidy.

What's right beside you : handphone and my computer.

What is the last thing you ate : baked apple flavour granola bar.

Ever had chicken pox : yeah, when i was young.

Sore throat : who doesn't?

Stitches : nope.

Broken nose : hell no, can't imagine.

Do you believe in love at first sight : yeah!

Like picnics : only with my love ones and my kids.

Who was the last person you danced with : ahsraf? i think. we dance to piss american boy off.
Last made you smile : my phone.

You last yelled at : my maid?

Today did you :

Talk to someone you like : i don't like anyone right now, nerding and preparing for exams.

Kissed anyone : nope.

Get sick : nope.

Talked to an ex : nope.

Miss someone : so so much.

Best feeling in the world : uh ehem -__-

Do you sleep with stuffed animals : nope.

What's under your bed : nothing.

Who do you really hate : double faces snake, backstabbers, shoe polishers ( chat hai zai )

What time is it now: 6.17pm

Randoms :

Q : Is there a person who is on your mind right now :

yeah.

Q : Do you have any siblings :

Yes.

Q : Do you want children :

i want a football team or a basketball team with 3 sons and 2 daughters will do.

Q : Do you smile often :

ermm, yeah.

Q : Do you like your hand-writing :

depends lah, the mood.

Q : Are your toenails painted :

no.

Q : Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in :

anything lah as long it's clean.

Q : What colour shirt are you wearing :

white.

Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday :

having my dinner.

Q: I can't wait till :

1. final year exams, freedom! train hard for volleyball. and i can go out everyday, how late i want.
2. the day i'm graduated from manchester university.
3. play football for manchester united. ( impossible )
4. be a national volleyball player.
5. own a candy land. ( it's my dream when i was young, because i have sweet tooth )
6. became the world top 100 richest man. (impossible )
7. the day i found my partner for life.

( everything is just a dream ) -__-

Q: When did you cry last :

few months ago i think, when i'm doing my toenail surgery.

Q: Are you a friendly person:

absolutely.

Q: Do you have any pets :

fishes? last time, long long ago.

Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now :

at home studying i think?

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?

nope.

Do you sleep with the TV on?

yeah sometimes when i', extremely tired watching football at midnight.

What are you doing right now?

doing a tag?

Have you ever crawled through a window?

yes, my maid forgotten to pass me the house key.

Can you handle the truth?

depends lah.

Are you closer to your mother or father?

father.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?

doctor?

How many people can you say you've really loved?

ermm? 10 plus plus including my family members. =)

Do you eat healthy?

sometimes lah.

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?

don't know.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?

yeah.

How often do you go to church?

twice or thrice a year? i went church so often last year just to learn drum.

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?

dream! or someone who's willing to lend me his/her shoulder to cry on.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?

LOUD.

Are you confident?

depends lah, not everything.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago (1998)

1 - watching tv

2 - fighting and quarelling with my brother

3 - cycling around my house

4 - disturbing my maid

5 - playing catching?

5 things on my to-do list today

1 - Finish physics chapter 2

2 - dotA!

3 - go hair cut?

4 - watch football.

5 - clean up my room.

5 snacks I enjoy

1 - Rocky.

2 - Hello Panda.

3 - Snickers.

4 - Honey Star.

5 - Ferrero Rocher.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire

1 - Charity!

2 - Buy a big mansion with swimming pool and football fiel in it.

3 - Buy a football club with all the stars player.

4 - Buy the country and manage myself.

5 - Buy a rocket and go wherever i wanna go.

5 of my bad habits

1 - Love to insult people.

2 - Lazy.

3 - Love to embarrass myself.

4 - Sometimes over confidence.

5 - Overuse of vulgar words.

5 places I have lived in

1 - Petaling Jaya.

2 - Grandmother's house ( Johor )

3 - Hong Kong? (travel)

4 - China? (travel)

5 - Taiwan? (travel)

5 jobs I've had

1 - Waiter.

2 - Some useless office work.

3 - no more.

4 - ~

5 - ~

5 people I tag

(i) Tan Li Ann

(ii) Annice Teo

(iii) Rachel Law

(iv) Tze Yu

(v) Jia Kent

n

2008-10-03T18:17:00.009+08:00

woke up 8.30 today. such a memorable day for me cause this is the earliest day i woke up in this one week holidays. heh.

went volleyball with jeh ying at sahara field. we reached there the earliest followed by jin hwei, ashraf and yee zhian. timothy the noob ( no offence ) hafta go relatives house so he can't come. sien lah, nobody to tease and laugh at. -___- his ' timothy style ' of volleyball is damn freaking funny, guarantee you will roll on the floor and laugh your ass off.

we were waiting for the dog while playing. me and ashraf called him until 'call bao kei' ( means call alot of times ) and the dog did not pick up. finally until 10, we got him. we continued playing after he came until 11 something. then we went mamak for food! since ashraf has 10k for duit raya, he belanja-ed us. thanks dude. we went home after that.

thank god, i finally started studying. i've never study for 1 hour long since the mid term exams. i studied for 1 hour and 27 minutes last tuesday night. i studied Biology and can't believe that i've actually timed it. i felt damn happy and satisfied. ^^

got to go study again! trying to break my 1 hour and 27 minutes record. heh

i'm off~

*p.s. ' dog ' is woon zhien.

m

2008-09-26T19:42:00.008+08:00

i'm addicted to a song recently. it's I'm Yours by Jason Mraz. prolly, i can listen to the song about 70-80 times per day. it's super nice man and i can play the song now using the guitar and sing myself ( syok-sendiri )eventhough i know it will rain. haha okay, here's the lyrics.

Jason Mraz- I'm yours

Lyrics Songwriters- Jason Mraz

Well uh you dawned on me and you bet I felt it

I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted

I fell right through the cracks

and now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out

I'll be giving it my bestest

Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention

I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing

we're just one big family

It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait I'm sure

There's no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror

And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer

But my breath fogged up the glass

And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason

To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons

It's what we aim to do

Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait I'm sure

There's no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me ah lah one big family

([2nd time:] ah, la happy family)

It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more

Oh no more no more no more

It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure

Theres no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more

This cannot wait I'm sure

There's no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours

l

2008-09-16T15:41:00.001+08:00

i can't really describe my mood now, or just one word, pissed.

k

2008-09-11T15:33:00.005+08:00

Faiz's Farewell @ TgiFridays, Curve

celery! looks so wrong.

omg delicious!

woon zhien

me, woon zhien, faiz

american boy, me, faiz, yee zhian

j

2008-09-11T15:19:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to Li Ann! sorry for the late post, i suppose to post this earlier but i'm not free two days ago. so i'm going to use the chance here to wish you a happy happy birthday. hope all your wishes come true! drop message in the cbox when you see the post! =)

i

2008-09-04T17:54:00.004+08:00

end year exams coming soon! that means my life is getting more and more difficult! stress -.- really hope that i can get better result. i'm off to study. damn fake.

h

2008-09-02T16:36:00.003+08:00

here's the botak pic of mine. =)

Front View

Side View

Goodbye all these hair products!

g

2008-09-02T15:34:00.005+08:00

went to Leo Orientation Camp organized by Leo PJI at Yuk Chai school. the camp is 3days 2nights. had a lot of fun there. will update the pictures soon. let the pictures do the talking. i'm off.

f

2008-08-26T21:04:00.003+08:00

olympics is finally over, we shall wait four more years. see you at London. and yeah i'm officially bald now. heh. will post up the pics soon.

i'm off. tons of homeworks to do. sien lah.

e

2008-08-23T22:42:00.004+08:00

went Grido jamming studio jamming again but this time without timothy and sabrina. we were practising for performance during hari ko-ku. feeling damn excited and nervous now already. woon zhien bass skill really sucks, he can't even follow the drum's beat. everyone felt damn dulan seeing him kept doing the same mistake again and again. after jamming, headed to mamak and had lunch.

oh yea, there's something to be happy about. dad and mom went back hometown to visit grandparents. wakakaka, i can sleep late and do whatever i want! =) feel like going out, but aiya lazy lah.

and there's some EPL matches tonight. but my ManU match have to wait until monday morning. sien la. haihz, can't get to watch again.

okay, i'm off.

d: Lightning Bolt Hits Beijing Olympic Track!

2008-08-21T21:30:00.005+08:00

A Jamaican sprinter has taken a very short time to rewrite two cherished world records on the track. From the Olympics in Beijing, VOA's Jim Stevenson has more on the man with a name that fits his accomplishments.

Usain "Lightning" Bolt, a 21-year-old Jamaican, took the Olympic 100 meter final by storm in Beijing. After a relatively poor start and easing up in the last 20 meters to pound his chest and gaze about, Bolt crossed the line in just 9.69 seconds with his left shoelaces coming loose. The effort broke his own world record of 9.72s, set earlier this year. You have to wonder how fast this man could run if he really tried.

Several Olympic reporters have debated how to pronounce Bolt's first name. It is Usain by the way. But the world's fastest man prefers a better name."I am Lightning Bolt. I am not Flash Gordon or anybody. My name is Lightning Bolt," he said.

It is an appropriate name since the 22-year-old Jamaican became the first man to shatter both the 100 and 200-meter world records at a single Olympics. On Saturday night in Beijing, the tall one-meter, 96-centimeter Bolt used his long, quick strides to cover 100 meters in a jaw-dropping 9.96 seconds. omgosH

The longer distance is his specialty. And no one could keep up with him in that race either as he sped to a record of 19.30 seconds. That time lowered the 12-year-old mark set by American great Michael Johnson (19.32), a record many people thought could not be broken. Bolt says it is no surprise because the event has been his favorite for a long time.

So for now, the world will just have to be content to marvel at the amazing and historic double Olympic victory by Usain Bolt.

c

2008-08-21T19:46:00.001+08:00

hmmm. i rotted at home for the whole day. just eat, sleep, watching tv and playing the computer. i've got no intention to start revising for my weekest subject which is biology, chemistry, physics and the f*cking add maths. i promise myself i'll start tomorrow. i'm gonna study hard, i mean it. hope that i can really overcome it. i'm off.

b

2008-08-20T22:07:00.005+08:00

went tropicana with david, benjamin, timothy, mew yin and nich leong today. by bus and walking with timothy. it takes us half an hour to reach there. omgeeZ, damn tired weih! when we reached there, we looked for the rest at the badminton court and started our game. after badminton me and timothy went to swim. we did not bath before we swim, we just jump in the pool. heh. i know it's unhygienic, but lazy lah. okay lah gonna sleep, i'm off.

a

2008-08-19T22:06:00.009+08:00

went to jia kent's house today with woon zhien and timothy. planned to go jamming there but when we reached there we got no mood to jam. woon zhien decided to prank call people. we succesfully pranked sabrina and others not succesfull. heh. after that we had lunch with suet yi at some chicken rice shop. this is what happened at the shop. let the video do the talking.

later on, we went Curve and tesco. bought some vodka and sprite and drank at jia kent's house. all of us nearly drunk, luckily we just bought two bottles. my mom fetch me home arround 7 o'clock.

one world, one dream?

2008-08-18T21:17:00.006+08:00

Malaysia shuttler Lee Chong Wei LOST! Chong Wei, you cry also no use lah. i have to admit your performance sucks in the final. i still can't accept the fact lah. i think Malaysia have to wait another 52 years for a gold medal. booo sama Lin Dan.

went badminton today at 10 in the morning with Jeh Ying, Kok, Thanesh, Yee Zhian, Ming Long, Ying Jin, Hui Ee... had fun partnering Jeh Ying. won all the matches! went home and slept until night. feeling so lazy. i'm off man.

fun

2008-08-16T14:51:00.007+08:00

went kelana jaya studio to jamming lately. that day was so freaking fun. i'll post the video soon.

Jia Kent as the lead vocal and guitarist.
Me as the guitarist.
Woon the Dog as the bassist.
Sabrina as the pianist.
Jenn Yee as the drummer.
Timothy as the back up vocalist and cameraman.

me and jia kent

woon zhien

Jenn Yee

Sabrina