stuck

i'm stuck i'm stuck doing spec maths.

I had just been trying to catch a break.
Trying to find someone who would be right.
I gave up all hope and wanted to give up.
But then I met you and it all changed one night.

it's friday!

i'm back!

hey peeps, i'm back with blogging since i miss the fun blogging and i think i really need to update you guys! :D just so you know, i screwed my SPM badly, who knows if my real results turned out excellently. i'm currently studying at taylor's college subang jaya, doing SAM. this is a great place, with great people. i love my class.

updates: where to start?

SPM period:

i only slept for 3-4 hours per day! thanks to my lazy-ness throughout the passed two years. i didn't manage to do well afterall! but well, i think myself most probably can score A's for English and Maths? others? hahahaha! A class student... dad and mom, i'm sorry, i didn't try my very best.

dyed my hair straight after SPM, how cool! and it costed me about RM138. went for a trip to Damai Laut with ling and friends before prom. it was hell fun man with beach and babes :D go to facebook for pictures. luckily i didn't get tanned.

PROM! was one of the best days of the year. it didn't turned out that 'bad' like what others said. well, prom king, unexpectedly, was Nicholas..... LEONG. and prom queen was Ms. Celine Chung, expected lahhh. well, i won the best dressed for guys and erina won the best dressed for girls.

genting! with bunch of friends having lotsa fun! the best was the space shot! wow you can really get damn damn high man. higher than everything :D

my daily life was about going out everyday and night. oh yeah, i worked for maxis broadband for 2 days. until college started..

college life is all about having fun! oops, i repeat, it's all about you! OOPS, sorry i repeat it again, it's all about studies la! the lecturers here are awesome possum, especially my favourite lecturer, Mr. Tharam who has a 'milk' belly. there's so many distraction here.. AC is just opposite to taylor's. so many restaurants around, spend almost half of my lunch times with ms. wong :D it's great having lunch with you okay!

i think i have to go now. i will blog again, very soon.

i think i've already moved on.

no no

so i won't hesitate no more no more.

did it!

i finally did it. i don't know where i got the guts from! :D better now, better. :D

:(

trials are coming in a week time. and i find myself suffering in silence, secretly sad and depressed over feelings of loneliness, not just because of studies. i often stop to wonder this depression is merely a temporary feeling that arises upon seeing happy couples around. many times, i just shrug of the feelings, but it doesn't go completely. you'll never know how much i want you and how much i need you. but, oh well. to know someone's character it could take a life time. she's treating me cold? oh well, life must go on! wait till after spm, i will try my very best to...

hmm. this might be my last post before trials. i'm off.

i tried to be chilled but you're so so beautiful that i'm melted over and over again.