stuck

i'm stuck i'm stuck doing spec maths.

I had just been trying to catch a break.
Trying to find someone who would be right.
I gave up all hope and wanted to give up.
But then I met you and it all changed one night.

it's friday!

i'm back!

hey peeps, i'm back with blogging since i miss the fun blogging and i think i really need to update you guys! :D just so you know, i screwed my SPM badly, who knows if my real results turned out excellently. i'm currently studying at taylor's college subang jaya, doing SAM. this is a great place, with great people. i love my class.

updates: where to start?

SPM period:

i only slept for 3-4 hours per day! thanks to my lazy-ness throughout the passed two years. i didn't manage to do well afterall! but well, i think myself most probably can score A's for English and Maths? others? hahahaha! A class student... dad and mom, i'm sorry, i didn't try my very best.

dyed my hair straight after SPM, how cool! and it costed me about RM138. went for a trip to Damai Laut with ling and friends before prom. it was hell fun man with beach and babes :D go to facebook for pictures. luckily i didn't get tanned.

PROM! was one of the best days of the year. it didn't turned out that 'bad' like what others said. well, prom king, unexpectedly, was Nicholas..... LEONG. and prom queen was Ms. Celine Chung, expected lahhh. well, i won the best dressed for guys and erina won the best dressed for girls.

genting! with bunch of friends having lotsa fun! the best was the space shot! wow you can really get damn damn high man. higher than everything :D

my daily life was about going out everyday and night. oh yeah, i worked for maxis broadband for 2 days. until college started..

college life is all about having fun! oops, i repeat, it's all about you! OOPS, sorry i repeat it again, it's all about studies la! the lecturers here are awesome possum, especially my favourite lecturer, Mr. Tharam who has a 'milk' belly. there's so many distraction here.. AC is just opposite to taylor's. so many restaurants around, spend almost half of my lunch times with ms. wong :D it's great having lunch with you okay!

i think i have to go now. i will blog again, very soon.

i think i've already moved on.

no no

so i won't hesitate no more no more.

did it!

i finally did it. i don't know where i got the guts from! :D better now, better. :D

:(

trials are coming in a week time. and i find myself suffering in silence, secretly sad and depressed over feelings of loneliness, not just because of studies. i often stop to wonder this depression is merely a temporary feeling that arises upon seeing happy couples around. many times, i just shrug of the feelings, but it doesn't go completely. you'll never know how much i want you and how much i need you. but, oh well. to know someone's character it could take a life time. she's treating me cold? oh well, life must go on! wait till after spm, i will try my very best to...

hmm. this might be my last post before trials. i'm off.

i tried to be chilled but you're so so beautiful that i'm melted over and over again.

birthday happy!

happy birthday yuen ching and chun keat! craziest party ever! will post up the pictures soon, very soon.

:(

I'm going to smile like nothing wrong, talk like everything's normal, act like it's nothing happened to me and pretend that she doesn't hate me.

i love you and you hate me.:(

updates

short updates.

1. i passed my driving! :)
2. purple house guys volleyball team advanced to finals!
3. bronze for badminton?
4. congratulation to Mr. Timothy Leong and Mr. Chin Chee Ken for their...
5. i'm going for prom!

this is my worst week of the year and don't ask why. i have no mood to blog for today. :( pfft.

3-2

i missed man united's asia tour...




and omg look at my bro! damn jealous man! anyway tigers did a great job :) amri yahya made a different.

P

gonna get my liscence. gonna be illegal. on tuesday. wish me luck babe. :)

i'm off.

tagged by qiao xin!

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
~ my chest -.-

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
~ shit, have to wear contact lens.

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
~ i think it was pau ling.

4. Would you consider yourself spoilt?
~ Nono.

5. Will you ever donate blood?
~ maybe.

6. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
~ yeah..

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
~ maybe!

8. What does your last message say?
~ later go supper k?

9. What are you thinking right now?
~ a perfect girl.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
~ yea.

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
~ 1.37 a.m., because...

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
~ topless now.

13. Is someone in your mind right now?
~ Obviously but i don't think she knows that she's in my mind. =(

14. Who was the last person who text you?
~ wee liam.

Tag 10 "lucky" people do this quiz.
1. Loo Suk Munn
2. Loh Yuen Ling
3. Hee Pau Ling
4. Ivan Lim Huan Wen
5. Celine Chung
6. Yong Yuen Ching
7. Yau Yee Seng
8. Timothy Leong Hin Mun
9. Ying Fook Lee
10. Kuh Fui Swen

15. Who is number two having a relationship with?
~ no one?

16. Is number three a male or female?
~ female!

17. If number 7 and number 1 get together will it be good?
~ nopeee.

18. What is number 1 studying?
~ books la.

19. Is number 4 single?
~ complicated.

20. Say something about number 6.
~ nice and pretty.

21. What you think of number 3 and number 6 being together?
~ Both are girls.

22. Describe number 9.
~ Horny!

23. Do you like number 8?
~ i love HIM. as a friend.

=(

crying inside...

<3

i want you to be mine, truly.

浮夸

Dear Mr Ivan Lim here's your 浮夸 lyrics.

有人问我我就会讲
但是无人来我期待
到无奈有话要讲
得不到装载
我的心情犹像樽盖等被揭开
咀巴却在养青苔人潮内
愈文静愈变得不受理睬
自己要搞出意外像突然
地高歌任何地方也像开四面台
着最闪的衫扮十分感慨
有人来拍照要记住插袋
你当我是浮夸吧
夸张只因我很怕似木头
似石头的话得到注意吗
其实怕被忘记至放大来演吧
很不安怎去优雅
世上还赞颂沉默吗不够爆炸
怎麽有话题让我夸做大娱乐家
那年十八母校舞会
站着如喽罗
那时候我含泪发誓各位
必须看到我在世间
平凡又普通的路太多
屋村你住哪一座情爱中
工作中受过的忽视太多
自尊已饱经跌堕重视能治肚饿
末曾获得过便知我为何
大动作很多犯下这些错
搏人们看看我算病态麽
幸运儿并不多
若然未当过就知我为何
用十倍苦心做突出一个
正常人够我富议论性麽
你叫我做浮夸吧
加几声嘘声也不怕我在场
有闷场的话表演你看吗
够歇斯底里吗以眼泪淋花吧
一心只想你惊讶
我旧时似未存在吗加重注码
青筋也现形话我知
现在存在吗凝视我
别再只看天花我非你杯茶
也可尽情地喝吧
别遗忘有人在为你声沙

1,2,3,4 I love you!

i'm currently with a song 1,2,3,4, I love You by Plain White T's. it's exactly what i'm feeling now man, exactly. :)

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more loving then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely getting mad,
i'm so glad i found you.
i love being around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2, 1 2 3 4,
there's only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
there's only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more loving from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
i'm so glad that i found you.
i love being around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
there's only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
there's only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
there's only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
there's only one way two say those three words
that's what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(i loveyou)
i love you
(i love you)


i really really do! :)

<3

the feeling is really strong. me myself knows that i really really do like you. i tried to be chilled, but i just can't chill. i'm trying so hard, but i just can't do it. i know that you'll never like me. a girl like you will never like a useless guy like me. but what i want you to know is, you're all i've ever wanted. i'll be waiting, keep waiting..

*you know who you are.

RIP :(

RIP


Michael Jackson (1959- 2009)
inducted into the Hollywood Walk of Fame in 1984, Jackson has had a notable impact on music and culture throughout the world. He broke down racial barriers, transformed the art of the music video and paved the way for modern pop music in his own country. Jackson's work, distinctive musical sound and vocal style have influenced numerous hip hop, pop and R&B artists, including Mariah Carey, Usher, Britney Spears, Justin Timberlake and R. Kelly. For much of his career, he had an "unparalleled" level of worldwide influence over the younger generation through his musical and humanitarian contributions.

:(

rka day is coming and these are my results.

BM- 61
BI- 71
BC- 61
Maths- 65
Sejarah- 50

and here comes the good results

Moral- 26
Additional Maths- 16
Bio- 32
Chem- 37
Physics- 37

5 fails, it's 5!

how am i gonna face my parents? :(