i've not been updating my blog for quite sometimes. spm is coming and volleyball mssd is even nearer. it's at march. and my time to study is getting lesser.
no more partying.
no more drinking.
no more playing.
no more wasting time.
no more lazy.
no more excuse.
no more teasing.
no more troubling my friends and family.
less computer.
less tv.
less sports.
more tuitions!
more revisings!
10 more months left for me to pick up my form 4 and form 5 syllabus and 2 more months till volleyball mssd.
i'm really wondering what happened to me? that's so frustrating and pissifying. i've been off form since beginning of january until now. what happened to my first ball digging? why am i so blur when i'm playing? why am i dreaming? sir said i was in love and i've got nothing to comment.
when it comes to studies, it's a little better. but my progression is slow, SLOW. Study hard and and make your family proud of you! you can do it man. look at you now? what is this? you're now more like a piece of shit! no more, no more life like this. chinese new year is over! no more excuses! wake up boy!
i really hope that i can score straight A's for spm, that's my main goal. that's for me to get a good and comfortable job and make big money. i think that's the only way to get her heart. i vow to give her comfortable life without worrying of anything, give her whatever she wants and make her as happy as i could. she can stay at home taking care of our future kids. don't have to work... this will be her ideal life.
so, study hard! really HARD!
no more partying.
no more drinking.
no more playing.
no more wasting time.
no more lazy.
no more excuse.
no more teasing.
no more troubling my friends and family.
less computer.
less tv.
less sports.
more tuitions!
more revisings!
10 more months left for me to pick up my form 4 and form 5 syllabus and 2 more months till volleyball mssd.
i'm really wondering what happened to me? that's so frustrating and pissifying. i've been off form since beginning of january until now. what happened to my first ball digging? why am i so blur when i'm playing? why am i dreaming? sir said i was in love and i've got nothing to comment.
when it comes to studies, it's a little better. but my progression is slow, SLOW. Study hard and and make your family proud of you! you can do it man. look at you now? what is this? you're now more like a piece of shit! no more, no more life like this. chinese new year is over! no more excuses! wake up boy!
i really hope that i can score straight A's for spm, that's my main goal. that's for me to get a good and comfortable job and make big money. i think that's the only way to get her heart. i vow to give her comfortable life without worrying of anything, give her whatever she wants and make her as happy as i could. she can stay at home taking care of our future kids. don't have to work... this will be her ideal life.
so, study hard! really HARD!
*you're not mine, but i'm yours!
