:(

trials are coming in a week time. and i find myself suffering in silence, secretly sad and depressed over feelings of loneliness, not just because of studies. i often stop to wonder this depression is merely a temporary feeling that arises upon seeing happy couples around. many times, i just shrug of the feelings, but it doesn't go completely. you'll never know how much i want you and how much i need you. but, oh well. to know someone's character it could take a life time. she's treating me cold? oh well, life must go on! wait till after spm, i will try my very best to...

hmm. this might be my last post before trials. i'm off.

i tried to be chilled but you're so so beautiful that i'm melted over and over again.